oOps m Turning 30!!

OK...So here I am writing almost after a year...while different things kept me busy,I missed writing my blog very much.

So what inspired me in this year long journey...well alot of things..lots of ups and downs too #phew!!(will get back to that in my next posts)..but in all this chaos I was also reminded that I will be soon thirty!!

#OMG 30...so m I sad or happy??...well honestly its just a number!!..but its also a fact that now I have lived almost 1/3 of life #achievement...so whats next...well if I go to vote in my house..or to my friends..or even in my neighborhood..slam the answer will come...MARRIAGE!!!(with mom even imagining me in that bridal dress)..lol..its like they are making me realize that I am actually on a strict timeline..and a one kind of situation which is actually not under my control.#sad.

Well for me being absolutely single..m not that excited to get married..which scares my mom because according to her i have a very limited time for 'make the babies business'..eeeew didn't it sound like some cheap advertisement..#Indian#moms..

OK OK while ignoring all the emotional family dramas..let me focus on why is it an awesome thing to be turning 30!!..here I go...

#1-I am Smarter-Yes if I go back in my early 20's I can recollect all the mistakes,the stupid heartbreak,clashes,the family break up,separation from cousins and financial breakdowns.And in between all these ups and downs finding myself.. aahh i had enough and m glad after learning a hell lot of lessons I am happy that those things are gone and I wont be looking at them back again #smile#smile.




#2-I am Confident-This is the time that I have actually started knowing myself..my strengths and my weaknesses..I feel very much confident in my own skin..least bothering about what other people have to say..I feel confident of who I am..and yes I love myself #kisses#and#hugs#to#me :p

#3-Seen the transformations-Yes I have seen the world transform from emotional to virtual...still remember those days when people went crazy by internet..remember those yahoo chats lol...or when they started using their first big nokia phones..when the only entertainment in phone was the snake game..when children gave up hopscotch for playstations..it feel amazing to know that you have been the witness to this drastic change in our lovely planet.

#4-I am on right track-Today I can say what I really need in my life and what I want to do to get there..though it may take some time to get there..it feel awesome to know that you have overcome alot of hurdles.







#5-I am on point of achieving a milestone-And yes the fact remains the same..I will be 30 in next 3 years..years which will pass away like a fire rocket...this is an achievement that I have lived for so many years and had never ever thought that my life would be like this and now I am  all excited to see what life holds ahead for me..wow it will be surprise wrapped box with a bow on it.

Regardless of what i am feeling.. I am happy for what I am and what I have achieved..and I am sure one day everything will fall in place.

Till then I just want to keep tucking every little achievements..every little happiness in my little pocket of hope.

Cheers to life!!